Rollercoaster
I had a dream
the ghost of you
was so practical
its surreal
a rollercoaster
you sitting at the way back
all together
Me at the front
my back turned
one pointed on
what lay ahead
I heard you say
'none of us are as far forward as we think we are"
My body is set alight
a sacred rite
tell me what all these signs are about
I am so tired of my gracelessness
all these darkest moments
it is always like this before the light
cracks through